After a good rain it smells different outside. During a good rain, if you happen to be outside like I was yesterday getting soaked in the much needed late afternoon downpour with my birthday boy Willy, I enjoy the parched earth saying “Thank you, I needed this.” The fresh clean scent that the rain brought was exhilarating and mildly intoxicating. When Wilson and I returned home from our walk in the rain and we were in the basement toweling off, I was reminded that the wet dog smell is hardly something pleasant. No matter how good you think you’ve dried them off, they have another shake or two to let you know that there’s still another half bucket of water left on them. For what it’s worth, I never think that a wet dog smells good.
I still have a pretty good sense of smell even though the rest of my senses have slowly gone to hell. This morning when I got to the creek, I noticed that it had risen considerably since the rain. There’s quite a difference from what wafts upward from a full-bodied creek than from one that’s pretty much dried out with only a bunch of dragon flies buzzing around. This morning I picked up on what I thought was the smell of iron or rust or blood. I played with scent a bit like I was tasting a fine wine or a new craft beer. I thought, why blood? Maybe the pipes are rusted. The scent didn’t last long and after a few steps I couldn’t pick back up on it. But as I was walking along the creek I remember having this thought as a child, that no matter where I walked, I was probably walking over somebody’s grave, most likely an Indian. It was a weird thought, but as a kid of maybe 7 or 8, I knew my relatives were buried at St. Adalbert’s cemetery, and so I probably began wondering where all the Indians that were here before us were buried. I kept on thinking that there had to be so many of them because of all the cowboy and Indian movies I was watching on the tv at the time.
Before I sat down to write this morning, I opened up the little booklet that shows me the appropriate Catholic scripture readings for today. Paul in a letter to the Romans says, “We know that all creation is groaning in labor pains even until now.” Wow, it seems like this groaning never ends. Many of us secretly pray and hope for some form of redemption. I grapple with that a lot. What is my responsibility in all of this I often wonder. The history of humanity has been written with the blood of many. For the most part it seems to be a no holds barred, survival of the fittest, catch as catch can sort of existence. There really is more to it than being a witness to our propensity towards a reckless mob-like existence. It falls into the hands of those who are moved into action when their hearts are being tugged towards healing the angst of being human. Someone who can smell pain, someone who can patch as patch can for long enough to stop the bleeding and allow for the healing to begin. I’m glad people like that are out there. They give me hope that we’re finally on the right path.