attraction

Isn't it weird how attraction works. One person may be attracted to buddha and the other may be attracted to thepower of crystals. I would love to think that I'm attracted unconditionally to everyone and everything but that's not always true. Some folks just carry with them an energy that my energy doesn't seem to want to get too close to. I think that happens for a reason. And when that happens, I seem to suspend my penchant towards this notion of unconditional love. But, suspension doesn't mean I'll totally block out love, it means, my love is always there, but held in abeyance until either my energy turns itself around or the others' turns itself around. A connection must be made. The chief operative for me is always love. And unfortunately I forget about it. But that's OK...because I always remember it too. And the beauty lately has been, that I have been forgetting less. Which is a switch because I would think that as I age, I would be forgetting more. But, it's become less of a chore to remember. I've become a well oiled champion of love. I can't say it's become effortless, but I'm getting close. And I love it.
I'm coming into my own. I'm getting more attractive as I age. And, none of this, has anything to do with me.